Is it just me or...?

With graduation approaching everyone is starting to get pretty nostalgic. Everyone seems to be super upset that they are graduating and about to move on with their lives. It seems like every time I turn around someone is near tears or already sobbing hysterically because their is just over a month of school left.

And then there's me.

I have never been more excited to get on with my life. Yes, college was amazing and yes, I created memories and made friendship that will last me a lifetime. College truly was the best years of my life but I am so ready for the next chapter. I am ready to see what's going to come next.

Maybe it's because I know that as soon as graduation hits I am packing up the last five years of my life and driving down Interstate 5 to California. Or maybe it's because I have been in college for five years and I am just at the age where I don't want to be known as the girl who can't move on with her life. Whatever the reason is, it makes me anxious.

When I say anxious, I mean it in the best way possible. I don't want to wish away these last 36 days away by any means because I know that I will look back and say, "why didn't I stretch out my college years just one more year?" I know that I will miss college. I'll miss having roommates and crawling into their beds for wine night. I'll miss the unforgettable (or sometimes forgettable) weekends that created the life-long friendships. I'll miss it all. But at the same time I can't live in the past forever, I can't be a kid forever.

Adulting sucks but we all have to do it. But I think I'm ready to start that "adulting chapter"

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