Nannying: It'll change your life.

I strongly believe that a child can change your life, little did I know that nannying one would change mine. Five months ago my coworker gave birth to the most perfect little boy ever and I have had the privilege of being in his life since the day he was born (and I mean literally the day he was born.. I saw him in the hospital on day one). And let me tell ya, he's been a game changer.

First off, I see him every single week. He recognizes me and sometimes he even prefers me to comfort him over his own mother. It's a feeling that can only bring a smile to my face. Every day that I walk into his house, talk to him and he immediately smiles and laughs at me is so rewarding. It's a pretty cool feeling.

Second, I cannot be more thankful that his parents trust me enough with their child. He's their first born so that right there should say enough. Most parents are pretty cautious when it comes to their first child so the fact that they are willing to leave him in my care makes me speechless. I know that I will never be able to show my appreciation to his parents but I can guarantee that I will spend every day of that little boy's life trying.

Third, being able to watch him grow and see him change every week is something that makes me light up. Every time he smiles or every tooth he pops threw those gums makes me realize how quickly they change. Moving to California after graduation will be tough but the toughest part will be having to leave him. It will be right as he is six months and still in the stages of recognizing the people that are in his life. I know that it will always be a priority for his mom and I to talk weekly but that also means that my relationship with him changes.

Finally, nannying this little man has made me realize how excited I am to be a mom. I never ever thought I would say that at the age of 23 (I am not saying I want a kid now, cause I 100% DO NOT) but it does make me look forward to the future and when I have my opportunity to raise a tiny little human. It's common for there to be a lot of doubts as a first time mom but having this opportunity has only made me realize that I can be a good mom. It's something that comes natural to me and something that makes me so incredibly happy. I look forward to the part of my day that "requires" me to spend time with "my" little blue-eyed boy.

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